Have to accept, it is not a recent write. But, explains my mind state just well… dedicated to all those times you know you are the only one who has captivated yourself… You’re your own slave!!!
SHE
That night
She shattered all her confines
The ones that bound her with pride and humility
She stepped out
From the pre fabricated image defined
From the phony illustrations in the mind
From the wisdom from ages behind
She stepped out
A cigarette between her fingers
the smoke making love to the mist outside
Her anatomy revealed to her
By the tequila gulped inside
Her red flimsy tight dress
Rubbed every inch of her body as she swayed
The slutty mascara, the dark red rouge
The blood red lipstick, completed the look
She walked those red high heels
The ones she bought as a rebellion
against something she never could say what
but which now just glared from the shoe stand
in the shoddy little dance bar
She felt every eye roving up on her
She made mad love to the beats of the music
Strained every part and sinew of her physique
For once she wanted to be free
Free like an animal
She felt like one inside
But weren’t we supposed to be an animal alright?
She was her best all these years
With pleated skirts and her hair held down
She followed all protocol of womanly demeanour
A faultless prototype of our times’ order
Then, she awoke from her stupid stupor
To come back to the world around her
She thought about the unattainable dream long and hard
And went on writing a poem and just be a bard
Oh, and the red high heeled sandals still stared back at her